manicallydepressed

Manic, toxic, favorite alcoholic The mindsets op, but it comes with some problems Got me drunk by three, & i'm feeling so free Should've stopped while on top now ill probably od Mixing uppers with the downers like i'm tryna stay sober Fading in and out of consciousness until the days over My mama say that i need god, baby praise the lord But he ain't answer when i called, so i pray no more I used to go to church like once or twice a week But it only made it worse so now i dont believe I'd rather burn in hell cause that's where fun's conceived Keep that asshole on his throne the f*ck away from me We're driving, we're smoking We're drinking and we're swerving Bad mannered, don't show it Ticking time bomb's exploding We're driving, we're smoking We're drinking and we're swerving Bad mannered, don't show it Ticking time still going Lost my sense of logic since way back when I've been making bad decisions i cant comprehend Why i'm so self destructive, wishing it would end But cant f*ck with another suicide attempt I'm just shocked i'm still not dead I've been on the brink since the age of ten The feeling my life's fleeting stuck in my head There ain't enough drugs or whiskey to make me forget So when death knocks and calls me back I'll answer with a smile and pack my bags Get me out of this life cause this shit is a drag I'll say goodbye to my ma & wave goodbye to my dad We're driving, we're smoking We're drinking and we're swerving Bad mannered, don't show it Ticking time bomb's exploding We're driving, we're smoking We're drinking and we're swerving Bad mannered, don't show it Ticking time still going