Open Up

It's like I have difficulties talking bout' my problems With a mic the only time I open up I'll get through it on my own I was taught Tay you be tough Put my feelings in a song It still feel it ain't enough Losing partners to sentences they ain't coming with commas Losing partners to bullets shit I ain't told to my momma Got enough on my mental so I stay clear of the drama Can't get Quez' out them walls somebody talk to your honor Can't open up I just write books on top of beats Where I'm from can't show emotions know them boys a call you weak If I talk I might start crying so I'd rather not speak Swear it hurt ain't have no bond with granddaddy now he deceased I don't like funerals I'll rather see you alive not a casket I cant tell if you for real but I'm fine thanks for asking Can't tell if this the right play to make I can't ask Madden Swear I gotta' roll one up this shit keep me from spazzing My feelings real I just hide them bitches Disguise pain with ambition Don't test me it get wicked Get kissed goodbye good riddance I'm a star that's just hidden My music finally hitting They feel the words I'm spitting know it's real It's like I have difficulties talking bout' my problems With a mic the only time I open up I'll get through it on my own I was taught Tay you be tough Put my feelings in a song It still feel it ain't enough Losing partners to sentences they ain't coming with commas Losing partners to bullets shit I ain't told to my momma Got enough on my mental so I stay clear of the drama Can't get Quez' out them walls somebody talk to your honor To be honest I don't like to be closed off But I put in work silently and I just pray it show off Pop up out the blue like what's up twin and I don't know y'all They was doubting this shit since the beginning guess I showed y'all I don't need fans or friends ain't tripping bout' no relationship Unless they stand the test of time shout out ones that I'm still with I won't talk about that struggle but ask my momma shit legit I did wrong and got did wrong I guess karma is a bitch Death jail poverty Feel like the only things that be promised that shit wrong to me I gotta' find the one that give real love not just condoning me And if you tryna' be a boss you'll walk that path alone you see They feel my words they know it's real It's like I have difficulties talking bout' my problems With a mic the only time I open up I'll get through it on my own I was taught Tay you be tough Put my feelings in a song It still feel it ain't enough Losing partners to sentences they ain't coming with commas Losing partners to bullets shit I ain't told to my momma Got enough on my mental so I stay clear of the drama Can't get Quez' out them walls somebody talk to your honor