Talks With Myself

I keep telling myself its gon' get easier But I know In this life it just get harder and harder Can't sit in no cell or in no grave gotta' move smarter Soon as that boy switch I knock him off of my roster No I don't play that Better pick your side and when you do that's where you stay at I got some scars around my heart where the first aid at We built a bond we more like brothers I can't trade that Momma in my ear like keep the Lord first I'm like I got you Ma Know raising me was hell I did so wrong I just couldn't stop it Ma Been tryna' straighten up I still ain't there but look how far I come I'm used to knocking niggas over ain't worried bout' no obstacles We made that check stretch for weeks Ain't have the bells and whistles but she make sure we gon' eat So lost and angry crashing out one wrong move and I tweak Trez' was stepping and lost his life can't give my all to the streets Keep losing partners got me weak Sometimes I wonder if I pray about it Will it get fixed Cause I was taught boy as the man you gotta' handle all your mix Should I give it all to God swear I been stressing bout' this shit If it's a problem we got techs another message gon' get sent I keep telling myself its gon' get easier But I know In this life it just get harder and harder Can't sit in no cell or in no grave gotta' move smarter Soon as that boy switch I knock him off of my roster No I don't play that Better pick your side and when you do that's where you stay at I got some scars around my heart where the first aid at We built a bond we more like brothers I can't trade that They tryna' tell me how I'm posed' to live Who I'm posed' to be and shit Niggas out here hating I'm on my pivot I don't see the shit Can't add to my problems that shit hard enough for me to fix Won't play bout' no love I ain't gon' tell you if I don't mean the shit I gotta' problem forgiving and moving on I know But if a nigga snake me then he a snake It's kind of hard to let that go Niggas be talking bout' fam I got you shit I heard that shit before If you do some to me I do some to you Imma' get my straightening fasho' My sister be like watch your circle Know I'm watching all them niggas They tryna' talk behind my back when they can just call a nigga I'm never hating I'm on you on I'm just tryna' ball with niggas This just the shit I be telling myself when I got my headphones on I keep telling myself its gon' get easier But I know In this life it just get harder and harder Can't sit in no cell or in no grave gotta' move smarter Soon as that boy switch I knock him off of my roster No I don't play that Better pick your side and when you do that's where you stay at I got some scars around my heart where the first aid at We built a bond we more like brothers I can't trade that