Wondering Why

They saying I changed they wondering why You feel all the pain just look in my eyes I done lost much that I can't even cry Trying to go big on big ain't trying to get by Cause I can't just get stuck in the same old mix Know some niggas who stuck in the same old shit Still be thinking about all the guys I miss Can't get caught by the flame with same old risk Won't beef with my Dawg can't go like Vick If I send them they wiping his nose he sick Do hits then they slide in a flash like pics He play we gon' light up his block like Bic They be wondering why I be acting the way that I do Cause I keep losing family losing I keep losing homies You might understand if it happen to you If you can't feel the pain then don't speak on it fool I'm just writing my story well this chapter 2 Remember when Ques' locked me in with the crew Them niggas be standing on shit like a stool I can't take you back to the first homicide That shit taught me boy bet keep a tool All the ones that I love just be losing lives So I never speak on my next move Post your life on IG boy you must be a fool My brothers look up to me I'm still school They on edge and be giving out smoke like a juul Know little Youngin' gon' leave some shit wet like a pool In this life it get rough but you better stand up That boy ain't no gangster he acting too tough Can't take all the pain I done about had enough But if he want smoke imma give him a puff I don't f*ck with too many just ones that I love Be standing on business got to run it up Don't do all the talking he play then it's stuck The good life hit different getting out mud They saying I changed they wondering why You feel all the pain just look in my eyes I done lost much that I can't even cry Trying to go big on big ain't trying to get by Cause I can't just get stuck in the same old mix Know some niggas who stuck in the same old shit Still be thinking about all the guys I miss Can't get caught by the flame with same old risk Won't beef with my Dawg can't go like Vick If I send them they wiping his nose he sick Do hits then they slide in a flash like pics He play we gon' light up his block like Bic Cause I can't just get stuck in the same old mix Know some niggas who stuck in the same old shit Still be thinking about all the guys I miss Can't get caught by the flame with same old risk Won't beef with my Dawg can't go like Vick If I send them they wiping his nose he sick Do hits then they slide in a flash like pics He play we gon' light up his block like Bic