Write It Down

Feel I gotta' story to tell but it's too much to say I can't write it all down We had to struggle I was feeling pain but crying wasn't allowed Why when you up everybody ya brother you down nobody around I be staying inside my partner was outside and got put in the ground I don't try to be mean but I'm feeling aggression I be round the killers that gun ain't impressing I'm not a preacher but I got a message Won't talk to nobody I book me a session And shit a get easier when I put on a beat it's like everything just go away I ain't have easy no but I'm working I'm just tryna' have Momma living her way I ain't have no coat no umbrella I walk thru the worse of conditions Stuck at the bottom searching a penny Ain't like to talk cause I knew they wouldn't listen Committed sins I swear I repented I done walked in the school with the same shit on from yesterday And I always dared a little nigga to say something bout' it I swear they get hit in they face What you know bout' the struggle I almost burnt my house down tryna' make me a meal Momma wasn't there and my hunger was real Ques' said f*ck it go pick up a steel I know it was wrong but I had to steal How could I know what that shit was gon' turn into Retaliation got him killed Long live TZ popping it for you still I know it was hard but shout out to momma she always made sure I had what I needed I know you was feeling mistreated All of them rules I was breaking the beatings I paid attention to your teachings Everything you always said had a meaning I was hard headed too much time on my hands I wasn't tryna' listen to demons Feel I gotta' story to tell but it's too much to say I can't write it all down We had to struggle I was feeling pain but crying wasn't allowed Why when you up everybody ya brother you down nobody around I be staying inside my partner was outside and got put in the ground I don't try to be mean but I'm feeling aggression I be round the killers that gun ain't impressing I'm not a preacher but I got a message Won't talk to nobody I book me a session And shit a get easier when I put on a beat it's like everything just go away I ain't have easy no but I'm working I'm just tryna' have Momma living her way Want her living her way cause I know I was fucking shit up He was speaking on Trez' so that boy got hit up Shit hard on your mental not having enough I be speaking to God none of this is luck Imma run with the gunners but I'm not a thug That's what I was round I was feeling stuck I'm tryna' do better just for my sister I watched her get out it got big bands all from a nickel They be taking shit even vehicles You better not park this bitch right on this street Six built up my heart shit not for the weak Swear we on the news like every other week I just wanted money I ain't mean to tweak I hope that God forgive everything that I done I hope he don't charge it to me I swear on I'm edge don't try it with me Me and my cousins all living the same nightmare Swear we all got that pain right there How you living you can't compare But I did it with people with money I wanted a piece I did what I did hate I had to take that there I be tryna' clear out my mental but I'm knowing shit ain't simple Feel I gotta' story to tell but it's too much to say I can't write it all down We had to struggle I was feeling pain but crying wasn't allowed Why when you up everybody ya brother you down nobody around I be staying inside my partner was outside and got put in the ground I don't try to be mean but I'm feeling aggression I be round the killers that gun ain't impressing I'm not a preacher but I got a message Won't talk to nobody I book me a session And shit a get easier when I put on a beat it's like everything just go away I ain't have easy no but I'm working I'm just tryna' have Momma living her way