Waiting On Miracles

I'm more afraid to live than I am afraid to die Told me you'll be here, now I wonder why you lied They keep on sayin' that I'm waitin' on miracles Expectin' good from evil people D.A.E., this is just a persona Protect my energy from people's evil Hidden aromas And I've been holdin' so much in, it's gettin' hard to Play pretend But I knew it wasn't workin They was seein' through my grins They was seein' through my smile Ain't been havin' it in a while Was dependent on them drugs To take my pain for a while I was sparkin' up them blunts, hopin' take my pain Away, yeah All it did was up and made me stay You can't dream what I dream You can walk a mile in my shoes and Still not see what I seen Is there another way to heaven? I'm tired of healin And don't get sad if I get gone I'm tired of feelin I know, I know, I know it won't be like this forever, I know I hope it won't rain like this forever I'm tired of this weather, uh I'm okay, I'm alright, uh It's gon' be okay, it's gon' be alright, uh, uh I'm more afraid to live than I am afraid to die Told me you'll be here, now I wonder why you lie They keep on sayin' that I'm waitin' on miracles Expectin' good from evil people D.A.E., this is just a persona Protect my energy from people's evil hidden aromas And I've been holdin' so much in, it's gettin' hard to Play pretend But I knew it wasn't workin They was seein' through my grins