we fell in love in october

Smoking cigarettes on the roof You look so pretty and I love this view We fell in love in October That's why I love fall Looking at the stars Admiring from afar You were my drug now I'm addicted We were broken had me thinking I could fix it if only I had listened To my friends, when they said It would be the final end My smile was true but yours was pretend I shut myself off gated with a fence Don't take offense to the amends I'm jus tryna understand what it is I did Had to grow up tho I'm still a kid Had to grow up f*ck it yeah Treat my emotions like some ash Light it an I flick it Like a demon you was tricking An I was trippin Thinking love was pouring it was tricklin' To young to grow old And face the fucking penitence I'm the monster they made me now I'm the villain damn Even when I try to die the bullet jams I'm not the same man I'm not the same man And I been tryna find the will to say I can Smoking cigarettes on the roof You look so pretty and I love this view We fell in love in October That's why I love fall Looking at the stars Admiring from afar In my head it's a war zone Mentally rich but I'm still broke No cheat code I'm beast mode From the East coast with the freak flow Ever changing winds Time to sink or swim Things are never how they been But the walls are caving in yeah Try to make my way out California dreaming Thoughts are in a drought In a mood got to do what I got to do People do anything to chase a bit of clout So unless your popping on the internet Your a drop in the ocean Feel like a devil you are an angel Sent from the heaven it could be fatal Rocking your cradle this is not fate This is not stable this is not stable Yeah this is not stable yeah uh f*ck it Fighting for me fighting for you Do it for love do it for truth meh Empty the booze do it for me do it for you Do it for you do it for you do it for you Do it for you uh I love you Smoking cigarettes on the roof You look so pretty and I love this view We fell in love in October That's why I love fall Looking at the stars Admiring from afar