Self Reflection

Sometimes I sit and think my brother died wonder what it'd be like if I weren't alive Now I know the signs Nigga, I can't even lie I got social anxiety, I ain't even shy Nigga, I feel traumatized All the shit I seen my whole life, man this shit ain't right I ain't never been alone my whole life but I felt lonely nights I just speak the shit that's on my mind and most of the time it's right It's fight or flight, and nine times out of ten you pick a hopeless fight, you wrong or right It ain't no in-betweens, you know what I mean there's so many people that told me I got a hopeless dream But now they on my D, because they seen it's a reachable thing Niggas try to leach and then impeach, but they say I'm the king I don't know them folks, so I been ghost I don't know what they on You ain't gotta tell me to leave, I promise you I'm gone I see the thrown, and now these niggas want to start calling my phone They call me loe, I know all my folks, you can't call a hoax Sometimes I sit and think my brother died wonder what it'd be like if I weren't alive Now I know the signs Nigga, I can't even lie I got social anxiety, I ain't even shy Nigga, I feel traumatized Yeah, I've been worse I know these demons, they just lurk I ain't lift the curse, but that shit still don't matter Imma put in work, the final verse I done gave my all, I been sweating dirt I just sit in silence , no compliance, you won't see I'm hurt Self-reflection, I'm DTK, I say that with convection How these niggas getting punished, and never learn their lesson It's a blessing, I got this gift that I can really spit I go hit for hit without no miss, I was a goat at Tekken I don't even bother texting, you don't even try to check it Promise me I'm never lesser, you would think I'm never better Hit the gas, I never let up, I ain't never mad about a bitch who bitter I'm the one who did it, you want to livid, I ain't never missin, I stay in the kitchen Sometimes I sit and think my brother died Wonder what it'd be like if I weren't alive Now I know the signs Nigga, I can't even lie I got social anxiety, I ain't even shy Nigga, I feel traumatized