Like A Demon

No love Been using everything to cope, I get so fucked up And now I've just been feeling dumb, so dumb My mind is rotting till I'm numb, I'm so numb Looked in the mirror and I wanted so bad Wanted to know her and the life that she'd have But if I find out I'll just wanna go back And I wish that I had known that If you like her more, I'll tell you just how short that she'd live I still can't seem to shed off all her scars on my skin Cuz once upon a time I was feeling the same thing (Woah) But she felt more like a demon They could tell I never got it right Stay in the lane that we decide And you know I don't fit in, so you blame me for your shit Cuz I wanna see the other side I won't make it to the gate, I don't even really care Rock the boat just like the tide Hope your happy with your fate I'mma act like I'm unphased Then I'm gonna stay dancing like One step (One step) Two step (Two step) We're dancing all night long Reflections made me sick because I only see someone Someone who isn't me but I'll still say that's nothing's wrong Hate this reality the more you treat me like the one Wanted a picture cuz he liked it so bad I freaked them out they forgot how to act But now I know and now I wish I went back But think I've always known that Now I'm wondering if I was meant to be him back then (Oh no, oh-oh, oh no) They all wanted a prize out of my desperation (Oh no, oh-oh, oh no) You opened up that box, but you don't wanna listen, oh woah (Oh no no no no no no no) But I still feel like I'm a demon