Anxious

Anxious I been feelin low I don't know if I can take it Never sell my soul but I love it when I break it People say they know me but on stage I been faceless Crowded desk of pills by the mic I'm wastin My life is a circle everyday I do the same shit Scared that if I change it I might throw some shit and break it Only me myself and I the devil getting famous Swear I might collapse how much more can I take this? Living out my dreams but it's never what it seems Always on my own cuz I'm searching for my peace I don't need no one to help me f*ck the fakes F*ck the fame in my lane watch me beat the fuckin bass I'm usually not the one to be throwin all these shots But now I got the funds to tell lables "f*ck off" Even with anxiety full of contradicted thoughts I'll just keep on makin music till the day you see my body drop Can't escape it got no patience wish that I was fuckin shameless But I keep on moving this my time to keep on proving That I'm different I'll be endless Till the day that I feel painless I just wanna make my music f*ck the rest Yuh aye Anxious I been feelin low I don't know if I can take it Never sell my soul but I love it when I break it People say they know me but on stage I been faceless Crowded desk of pills by the mic I'm wastin My life is a circle everyday I do the same shit Scared that if I change it I might throw some shit and break it Only me myself and I the devil getting famous Swear I might collapse how much more can I take this? Try to keep my head high But I'm lying if I said I havent lost my mind Demons at window try to close the fuckin blinds But my soul isn't that hard for them to find Death on my shoulder it affects the way I view things Should I keep on moving or just let him fuckin use me? Swear that imma die it's so funny how my mood changed Take another pill yuh overconsuming Need to change my ways in this life If I don't I know that imma fuckin die Lately I been wishing for some time With someone that could give back my life Anxious i been feelin low I don't know if I can take it Never sell my soul but I love it when I break it People say they know me but on stage I been faceless Crowded desk of pills by the mic I'm wasting My life is a circle everyday I do the same shit Scared that if I change it i might throw some shit and break it Only me myself and I the devil getting famous Swear I might collapse how much more can I take this?