Elevation

I be looking for my phone while I'm staring at it Feeling all alone, call the paramedics If I ever took my life, I know where I'm headed If you can't get the picture, then I never said it So dead it, cuz if you didn't see it did it happen That's a question I debated with a bitter passion I confess that I created what I hated It's a phase I can't escape There ain't no way to wait until it passes So break out of it Make a change in my confidence Stay away from the thoughts
That can take you straight to the opposite cngle making an optimist stand strong as a monument Transforming the populous fans going for opulence Yeah It's more than money, murder, and music So it's sort of funny serving illusions Okay, I seen you, is you really there I don't believe you do you really care I need you to prove it then Waiting on you I won't get where I want to Waiting on you I won't wait anymore I'm not one of those people To sit down when it's up Until I get my equal or better There ain't no giving up If in ya mind is apathy cnd ya muscles are atrophied Then ya struggle is matching me But it's nothing that has to be Forever ever How I feel about it Never better I been about it While ya been about whatever's clever Changing with weather patterns cs if heaven has a way to make you everlasting It's hella sad to say you telegraphing, but you is Can't read yo mind I see yo eyes They tell me what you did I get it tho It's easier to quit than to get a grip and admit when Ya slipping into a gimmick and fitting in til ya finished Ya benefiting the rich with ya inoffensive intentions I give a shhh if you winning or not Witness the god killer Harbinger of pain Waltzing in the rain Like a lost Citizen Kane Raw feelings remain Until I face em Back up and embrace em Now I'm moving forward It's that sort of occasion It's called elevation Waiting on you I won't get where I want to Waiting on you I won't wait anymore I'm not one of those people To sit down when it's up Until I get my equal or better There ain't no giving up