My Letter To You

Day out How you gon say that you love me then do what you do, and you won't even talk about it I got so hurt many times in my past and you do it again I can't walk around it You tell me you loving me more than yourself I done gave you three strikes and I still allow it Now I'm the one trusting words that you said You won't do it again but I highly doubt it Now I can't trust anybody cause you really did it to me Told you what I went through and you did it to me Can't believe that you made them feel bigger than me I can't understand cause I still didn't believe I wasn't tryna give everything up but I did, and you still couldn't feel up on me Why you so hurt cause it's like all my ex's are opps and they all got too many on me I got you flowers I got you things that you never expected Know that you never did that stuff with them So like when you with me why you acting so reckless Had too much times where I coulda got back But I'll rather me hurting and leaving me breathless You the one filling up every category When it's with you, I can't stand as yo best friend How could you hurt me with no type of feeling Yes I hate on the fact that I feel it I was tryna go run up a million I was tryna stand out and be different Yes I had everything that you needed, but still didn't feel like the best in the building Was Still praying that you were the one that I marry before you start having my children Why you making that nigga feel comfortable Acting like he the one that be loving you I bet everything that he done did through them years It ain't nothing to what I had Done for you And it's crazy cause we haven't made us a year, think he better? Then you must be on sum Call up oota whenever I'm down on myself, so he told bro pull up let's roll one Like Yes I'm mad I be thinking I fallen in love to fast I should leave you right there with yo' sorry ass But I can't you the best that I ever had Small situation but it's more than that God why can't I leave I'm still running back Ain't nobody like you ain't no telling that This my love letter to you so you understand Outta body, like do I deserve every inch of everything that I've been through I feel the pain in my stomach, so that's how you know that I could never lie to you They told me that I should've left, but I never listened, man especially my mother too Giving me all of these reasons to leave, but I ain't never saying that I'm done with you Damn Now I can't even smile when you talk But I still watch away when you walk I remember I used to turned on from you, now it's easy to turn that shit off Could be broken straight down to my pockets still got what you wanted no matter the cost They told me to try the next chapter in life but I can't cause I keep on reading this shit over Over Over Over