One More Time

Uh, before this song begins I just wanna preface this By saying I know that this song might not make a lot of sense But there's just some shit I gotta get off my chest Cause the more I progress, the bigger the mess I made Gets cause it's so complicated to fix broken shit I'd just rather throw it than attempt to put it back together But I won't give up, I'm not a quitter I'll get it eventually, then she'll see They'll all see, won't they, if only But I'll never ever stop hoping But I probably should, the future seems bleak If walls could speak, what would they think I don't fucking know anymore I just don't know I'm barely conscious, sober in the booth?, that's preposterous I take the pill, ball it and pop it like ma and pa did To me when I got up to too much nonsense I guess that I'll pay homage cause that kid is long gone Since I turned sixteen, he's been missing And the shit sticks cause this me is so bitchy Even now as I'm spitting, just bitching, ugh Many mistakes have been made and I sit in dismay I'd rather get shit-faced than admit to the jealousy F*ck this day, I'll try tomorrow, life's a bitch, eh? Life sure is a bitch, feels like I'm runninh in circles every goddamn day F*ck this man, f*ck this Brain in a haze, it may be a phase, I feel like I am trapped in place Stuck in a maze, running every which way, looking for an escape One more time, one more time, yeah, one more time Just one more time I remember, yeah, yeah, I remember back in the day Just playing games all day, not a care in my brain Not a care in the world, not a care in the world Not an ounce, not an ounce of pain Sometimes I wish I could go back so that just for a moment I could slow my momentum, hold my innocence a little longer Then I sit and ponder thoughts about my grandmama Both of them they're with their father now But I hope they get along after all that drama And Marlene, please, if you're listening I need you to know it wasn't personal I was shy and awkward, I didn't wanna talk But I promise you didn't know wrong The letter you sent, it broke my heart Thinking you thought that I should've called back Brain in a haze, it may be a phase I feel like I am trapped in place Stuck in a maze, running every which way, looking for an escape One more time, one more time, yeah, one more time, one more time Just one more time One more time Just one more time, one more text, one more phone call One more message to you, one more time Going to sleep, dreaming of everything that could be One more time, killing myself over everything I think Just one more time Yeah, just one more time, just, just, just one more time Just one more time Just one more time Just one more time