DEAR DAD

Dear dad Hope you hear this story cuse I'm writing from the highness These how I lived so am praying to the highest Since you left I was never really myself I miss the old days I really wish you still here And I was jealous that you happy without me Still feeling hurt tell me dad why you left me Goodbye forever cause I can't have you with me It's hard to move on cause I still can't believe this Since you left it wasn't really easy But I be fine cause I know I'm crating history Story so long but dad I need to cut it short Since you were gone I was treated really so poor Did finish my school where I'm gonna get the fees from? All I did was cry I be sick cause I gat no joy All I got was hope I was willing to be rich I know the world is big and a better life I need And now I'm getting paid dad I'm chasing dreams Gat to make my mom proud so I'm pushing P Use to be a broke boy now I'm turning rich Still gat to move on even wen I miss the old days I love you dad which I could tell you to your own face Focus on the bag now you see I gat my own race And I be grinding for the sacrifice you didn't made I'm still upset cause you left me all alone dad Started afresh have been grinding for my dream life Which you were here I know you cold suet the bills out Me versus Me I just want to live my dream life Was raised so separate and a different life I lived I'm way too solid I don't need to fake a thing Emotions got me fucked up I started popping pills High on molly tell stories I don't want to tell Keep my secrets too my self I don't want to share Say they love me know they faking I don't even care Mom my realest little circle cuz I love myself Sometimes I'm scared I don't wanna end with tears Cuz I put my life on this game I pray I don't regret Hate to see my mama sad always want to see her smile All these worries on my mind buh I told her I was fine Never stressed her with my problems I know they really mine I know she can't be fake the real so hard to find She keep it real like everyday and she don't fake her vibes If life was to be Instagram she do be verified Time running fast I wish I could rewind Grandma and daddy gone thank God she's still a-life Paper chasing I don't even care about my health Daily paying debit I don't even see no credit yet I forgot the rate before I trade de need to tell Different plug feel like the socket after all Miss my Brolly wisdom steady he's coming with the lean Horny buff or backwoods he know d rezlar earnt 4 we He waits for me if out I'm trying to get some weed Today a pay day told the plug I need some Cannabis No one is perfect buh I promise that I try my best I just pray and grind and allow god do the rest Buh still they hate me I ain't even rich de want me dead Popping pills I don't even care of what they say I don't even feel Instrumental turn me to a madre I be killing beat If I speak a word in any beat make it a hit Last of my kind I don't even use nobody tune I got my style My lyrics way too classic my bars are storylines All review from no hard feelings got me feeling like a start I had to check my Spotify already verified Wasn't even up to one week and I was qualified Look like my name have always been a treasure Good with the mic they know rapping is my pleasure I be speaking words you can't relate cuz you don't smoke boy Colorado got me feeling am on rose rouse My fam we DC some even add it to their name We were thuging lowkey making gains started making fame And we hardly post buh if we do people gonna hate Some might repost buh they don't love us jux the way the claim And a lot of nigga said they love me buh they talking private Faking they love me when they see me and try to shake me Street a forest not surprised if a nigga snake me Thuging for real I Ain't trying to keep nobody who don't want to stay with me And I keep it really lowkey grinding at my mamas crib F*ck your quotes I be making gains even at my comfort zone After she hurt me now she miss me she a hoe Which I had a Glock on her head I leave a hoe Headshot watch her brain splash through the floor I got a mask on I made her payed for what she did I left her messed up