My Life 4R

Big Dreams and I don't even sleep My mind still playing tricks on me like what I'm gonna think Lost on my thought miss wen I was rich owe my self a lot because I need to pay my bills Never try impress nobody buh I need to think of me It's really hard to hurt me when I'm always popping pills F*ck school my life a bigger lessons Pray before you sleep waking up is still a blessing lowkey I be at my space social distance like corona Always feeling happy when I pop a thousand milligram Mama she my only helper pray I never lose her She do believe in me she know her son can't be a loser Daddy was rich got them thinking that we not Tough My big bro he a viking now they know he has his own Glock Play with my mama we don't never let it slide Buh my mom a good lady and she hates it when we fight They don't see me online, lately I be on my grind Ran out of money lot of times buh I still thug it out My house a school for real cuz miss the morning class When I'm on funds I stay so high I smoke expensive And the rezlar got me high no more like be feeling sick I jux took a brake if that don't work imma need to change the plug Really miss the feeling got buying card of chest and lungs Learned from my pains and you think I trust again? Told my mom my red eyes natural so she never ask again She be looking at my eyes like boy is this a play Even if she didn't believe this how she sees me everyday And the truth might be a sin so I don't say it anyway Colorado different feelings i don't even skip it Stay away from toxic people see my plug like morning Can't feel my legs when I'm walking buh they am tripping Turn of my contact on my WhatsApp I didn't see your new pics Still commenting on my ig when they switch the pages Just a fan who's reading comments now she making payments Wanna withdraw from the trade make a bigger payment Started chasing bag at early age I didn't waste my time When I started writing all this rims I was only 9 Jss1 at my old school did my first freestyle How about my gal, sometimes she feel so scared Told her Bestie how she love my dick and she don't want to share She told me if I let her go she still gonna be there Buh I got issues with trust especially with girls My balance really low I jux hope that you don't change on me Before I fell in love was dicking other niggas bitch And a nigga sent me treat cuz of his girl he hoe for real Send my pictures to his gang ask them all look for me I just wish that it was now for your sake I crate a sin If nigga lay his hand on me i brake his face and make him bleed I'm crazy when am angry different meaning daffy I got niggas who might slide and this niggas smoking crack All I do is pay for what they smoke, the next day you go die All the stories really facts on my mama I don't lie Way too cool buh am Demon you don't see me start a fight My Nebour call police on us they hating cuz we wining I was with my brolly wisdom at my room and we upserving I saw M K from my window saying trash about my family Had to save his name with snake cuz I watched the nigga snitch Now I know he really fake he trying to act so real Speak my feelings through my lyrics how on earth you feeling hurt Mom could see the pains from my eyes they you hear it from the song Story teller, acapella , dream chaser Pray my mama stay with me cuz my mom my only helper Hope my bae gon stay forever she mah queen mah cendarela I be with my bro believe he not a friend he my brother Still feeling proud my client dropped a screenshot another bag If a brother really hurt me we jux gonna talk it out They didn't care the way they treat me made me turned it to a rap