CLOSE THE DOOR

If I close the door And I kill the switch And I shut the lights off no matter what He will still be there If I close the door And I kill the switch And I shut the lights off no matter what He will still be there Lately I've been feeling like trash (man I'm ill) I'm like maybe God ain't real it's all cap (is He real?) And it's so crazy how this world is so bad I don't know if He can save me in the end I'm still sad (woah) I'm stuck in the past and it's so hard to have faith (yeah) I no longer know the facts and what's going on backstage (what) My life is going fast it's like almost my last days (crazy) My dream was just to rap not to make the cash rain (uh) But bro at that rate I will quit (I'm done) I'm done acting like I'm Will Smith (for real) I'm so sick and tired, but somehow all my rhymes they still hit (I'm sick) Maybe I got demons making me doubt, maybe it's Lilith Or maybe it's my brain playing with me performing ill tricks And I still pray to Jesus though I don't know if it works, but every night I'm on my knees for sure Maybe He still listen and He will give me some peace and hope (oh man) I stopped being faithful to God, but man you see I know (what's up) If I close the door And I kill the switch And I shut the lights off no matter what He will still be there If I close the door And I kill the switch And I shut the lights off no matter what He will still be there (listen) Oh I know He will be there, but I can't take it for granted (nah) I'm just a dirty sinner in this big corrupted planet (yah) He doesn't even need me He could simply leave me stranded But He always take me back and even when He gets abandoned (wow) He should let me perish, but yet He still lift me up (He is) I don't understand His patience, He could say it's enough (He could) I'm just another David, I'm an hypocrite like what? (I am) You still want me for real after all this you give me love (Jesus) I can't believe it how real you are And I'm trying my best to not fall short, but it's really hard I hope you understand the reason it is, please feel me God I want to be with you for real, but somehow it still looks far Cause yes I'm down today, but I'll try again tomorrow I want to reach the moon with you like I'm part of Apollo Please take away my pain, cause I don't want to have no sorrow I'm stuck up in this world I'm sorry, but You're hard to follow God If I close the door And I kill the switch And I shut the lights off no matter what please still be there If I close the door And I kill the switch And I shut the lights off no matter what please still be there (my Lord and Saviour) When I don't have faith You remain faithful There's no one like You, oh Lord Jesus You're just so graceful You still showed me love even when I was really hateful I was full of demons, but You sent a couple angels It's crazy how You care when I betrayed You like a thousand times I know Your word, but I go against it, I'm a clown oh my You're in the clouds in the sky, You could just strike me down to die But you let me live cause You love me, I guess I'll bow right now But I'm so hard headed I'm making my own hell, but yet I'm craving for your kingdom I want to understand so Lord I'm praying for some wisdom I want to have a strong faith, but I'm caged in in this system I know there's no excuse I can't be faking to be a victim I remember You're my Mentor You birth me in December and since then it's an adventure You're always in the center, You're my Shield, You're my Defender Please God just let me enter I want heaven I surrender yeah I can't close the door I can't kill the switch I can't shut the lights off no matter what You're always there No I can't close the door No I can't kill the switch No I can't shut the lights off no matter what You're always there No I can't close the door No I can't kill the switch No I can't shut the lights off no matter what You're always there No I can't close the door No I can't kill the switch No I can't shut the lights off no matter what You're always there