Alone (feat. B.Keyz)

Sitting Alone in my room Plenty of things I should do Over and over I ask Why the f*ck did it have to be you All of the shit I've been through Feeling like nobody knew Just a nine year old kid, never fit with nobody The f*ck did I do? I'm tired and feeling Alone Nobody be hitting' my phone Other kids losing their Pokémon cards I was losing my mom Promise me you'll be alright Promise you'll put up a fight Hopped on a plane, what the f*ck Why did I leave you out of my sight? Remember the last time we talked All of the battles you fought You were my rock, now I ask Who the f*ck's gonna be there when I fall? For real And honestly feeling it still Shit got me wishing the hurt away I swear this shit fucking kills But I can't let myself down Understand, now you're the cold ground And even if not looking down at me I think I finally see, there's no point crying when honestly A part of we is still here in me How could I ever be Alone Sitting Alone in this booth Rhyming is all I can do In the prime of my life I've been guided by dreams I hope they come true Blinded by light every night They've been shining so bright I've been hiding and ducking The fright is unbearable Scared to take flight like an aerial Carry the weight of the globe Feel like I'm losing my soul I'm abusing myself with the booze and the weed I've been losing my goals Few are the people who tell me they love me, support me I offer my life in recordings But often I'm fighting for glory The cost of this life is annoying I'm constantly met with the challenge of balancing failure and growth Bow to me, hail me the goat Cavalry heavy the blood of my enemies haunt me Could fill up the levee I bury them soon as they taunt me And still I can't keep them above me I cannot do no more talking or jarring Let's put a cap on the sparring Let's bring it back to the music and actually rap with the bars I've been a dog on my own No need to throw me a bone Soon as I'm hearing a ding I'll be right here in this ring Alone Feel Alone Screaming Alone in my bed All of this shit in my head Over and over I think about all of the things that you said You're gone And I'm sick of having to mourn I'm sick of having to drown my emotions in internet porn I'm tired of feeling so shit My life, man this cannot be it I'm so close to calling it quits Hope this song inspires me to keep it going, suffer quietly and never show it, act politely, the demons that are rioting, they make me realize I'd fucking die to be Alone