Make It Stop

I got all I ever wanted A good life, good nights, friends and lots of confidence It was never enough, not even a little bit Ohhh no, nothing helps when the problem is yourself I've tried to cry, I've tried to yell I've lied to say I'm well, when I still feel like shit Ohhh so, I've finally had enough No more pretending to be tough I'm hurting and I hate it, I wish I could Make It Stop While everything is changing, somehow I'm still feeling stuck I've spent so long debating, should I fight or give up I really thought I would feel better now Try to be grateful and stable, but I don't know how In the deep end, I'm tryna pretend everything makes sense, got it all figured out Really got nothing but doubt, hoping I'll run out of pain Can't stand another day of feeling the same, of feeling ashamed Got noone to blame, that doesn't make it less hard I'm acting solid while I'm really always falling apart Ohhh so, I've finally had enough No more pretending to be tough I'm hurting and I hate it, I wish I could Make It Stop While everything is changing, somehow I'm still feeling stuck I've spent so long debating, should I fight or give up Should I fight or give up Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh Feel like I'm out of steam Like giving up my dreams Cause I've been hurting for so long It almost feels like everything's wrong I wish that I could see A way to a better me I'm hurting and I hate it, I wish I could Make It Stop While everything is changing, somehow I'm still feeling stuck I've spent so long debating, should I fight or give up No more, now Imma take the demons in my head and throw them face first out the door I've been hurting, I've been jaded, now I've finally made it stop No longer getting faded, no more drinking till I drop I think I've finally made it, I think I'm headed for the top I'm feeling okay, it ain't a mistake, or a dream, I'm not waking up