Migraine

Whiskey to keep me warm in the winter, drink enough and I'll swear I don't miss her I can go anywhere, I can do anything It's a freedom fought hard for Destroyed a little each day We both knew we needed a change I never would have guessed, that feeling like an anchor is on my chest would be helpful Would set me free You don't deserve this, you deserve better than me I don't need a family I've held it together so long, I'm ready to fall apart When I'm gone don't weep, don't shed a fucking tear for me It's better that I should go, but you should stay Promise me Maybe I could deal with this in therapy, I could learn to embrace my shortcomings I know I know I am not a victim, but I still hold blame A million wrong decisions, I am the mistake I fear no end Night come for me I will follow willingly That fucking coward with the knife in his hand, should have had the courage to drive it in