Open Bar

I can't help anyone, before I help myself I can't have any fun, before I fix up my health I've been drinking a lot, this is just how, how I built These big heavy thoughts, don't weigh as much as my guilt Oh One, two, three, four If I ever feel like things getting hard (Getting hard) I'll shut the door and run to my open bar (My open bar) Sipping like this by myself I didn't know I was scarred (I was scarred) And now I'm alone, open bar I'd be lying to myself, if I said I don't need Attention from anyone else Since I was young, a kid I've been drinking a lot This is just how, how I built These big heavy thoughts, don't weigh as much as my guilt Yeah Oh (One, two, three, four) If I ever feel like things getting hard (Getting hard) I'll shut the door and run to my open bar (My open bar) Sipping like this by myself I didn't know I was scarred (I was scarred) And now I'm alone, open bar Open bar in my room I cannot fathom my doom (My doom) Open bar in my room (In my room) I cannot fathom my doom If I ever feel like things getting hard (Getting hard) I'll shut the door and run to my open bar (My open bar) Sipping like this by myself I didn't know I was scarred (I was scarred) And now I'm alone, open bar And now I'm alone, open bar And now I'm alone, open bar