Faded Smile

I don't wanna cry no more Inside I don't wanna die no more Late night and my bed tears running down my face like damn, what you crying for I'm tired of my eyes being sore Feel like I'm hurting to the core Drowning in an ocean of my own thoughts And I ain't never reaching shore Most times I keep quiet, but my thoughts so loud Tryna stay by myself but my head feel like a hostile crowd Trying so hard to hold on, but I'm slipping fast Hard to stay positive when the present feel like a regretful past Feels like I'm losing hope, lord please hear my cry If giving my all not gon' end in success then why even bother try I hope I make it in rap, wanna be the best in the game But even if I run the bands up, it can only help hide not heal the pain In the back of history class, indulging in poetic art , post to write about dead presidents I'm writing about my dead broken heart I just feel dead inside, it's been that way for a while I'll trade everything to have all my smiles be genuine smiles Dave you always writing pain songs and I gotta ask why You ain never lost no one for real, you don't got no need to cry But I struggle internally, me against the world I ain't got no help, Done lost My joy, my smile, my peace and damn I done lost myself You always writing pain songs and I gotta ask why You ain never lost no one for real, you don't got no need to cry But I struggle internally, me against the world I ain't got no help, Done lost My joy, my smile, my peace and damn I done lost myself