Me, Myself & I

I'm always there when somebody call, In need of my help I look around, but they gone when I need it myself It's been too long since I've had to put my pride on the shelf I carry on, but inside I've been screaming for help And I don't think they seeing it how I see it myself They Probably couldn't give a f*ck, so it's me and myself It seems I'm down on my luck Cos shit ain't looking up It's been a couple months and still I feel like I'm nil Still I feel like myself Surprisingly with all that I have seen This New York nigga said I could be whatever I believe And I believe, that I've got this power deep inside of me It's kinda frightening, the potential that keeps on heightening This how I ride the beat Rhymes as far as I can see They denying me like I'm everything that they tried to be Bitches eyeing me I ain't got the time to be wide asleep Cos chick, I'm trynna be that Role-Model figure I ain't seen ironed jeans, man that shit foreign like it was Siamese Hand me down sneakers Don't want em, I want the finer things Cop that Icey ring Won't respect me if I don't buy these things Hip hop the opposite When i'se growing up, they ain't hide a thing And now it's lie and lead Can't believe that they too blind to see So I'm not minding me This my business, the reason I could dream So of course I speak emotionally A pretty penny for my thoughts, just save a token for me I'm broke and I'm free That beats being rich and shackled You trust fall on your dawgs, they be quick to catch you So quit the hassle Man Iv'e saved a bitch from the castle I'se caught up in the Devil's lasso Don't regret that I had you I just regret that I had to Onto the next, and I'm baffled My blood and sweat too impactful I can't be sweatin' no damsel My handles, is something that you finna get F*ck the internet, I'm lit as cigarettes Homie want the smoke, he can get it next And I ain't wanna hear no more Goat talk in the town Boy I've been that, where you been at Ive been going Triple G fast You hitting beanbags So we can't be in the same conversation Boy I barely leave the house I Don't even know when it's raining Why should I be filled with pride Coz I rap, man that shit is dangerous The state of my thoughts is training I'm keeping focused and patient I'de rather work to a goal than to sit there hopelessly aiming I grab the scope and I aim it I smoke this dope cos I'm anxious Admitted, I am addicted I know it, I'm trynna face it Now I smoke on fine occasions Getting high as Uranus I made-it out of a place that could seem entirely dangerous Amen I can't find Just how I've Stayed alive like all this time If I die Please don't cry Wipe those eyes, I'll be just fine I'll be just fine... I'll be just fine...