INTROspection

2015 is where this music journey started off I stumbled into setbacks False starting off out my starting blocks If you knew me back then Then you knew that I just sang in school Fast forward couple years Its ammunition out my arsenal I never even wanted to rap But I got pissed off Then somehow all the words just fell in my lap And It was my kickstart It went and put the battery in my back Now putting words up in a sentence Has me in rooms with some big dargs Let me paint the picture More clearer for you That night I wrote my first 16 It had ignited a flame I spent days and nights writing Was perfecting my aim I started showing all the peoples Came with sceptics And the evils But I brushed that to the side I had this tunnel vision of single-handedly taking over the game Knew everyone was gonna know my name Knew I could paint the perfect picture Hang it up on a frame Knew I would be the realist Cause it's out the gutter I came from Now it's been a couple years Couple milestones in my career But that door ain't been fully opened I feel stuck at stage one Its like I'm knocking on the door Cause I can't muster up the force To fully face my fears To step up to the plate and just break one I questioned is this shit for me There's hands around my neck Getting tighter Man I can't fucking breathe I stepped into the light Seen my reflection in the mirror Just to see how the Hands around my neck were extending from me The lack of self belief I feeling burnt out to the 3rd degree Still I went and got my first degree I'm educated you can't trick me out my worth or fee I be schooling bitches like they had just come out of nursery Always a student to the game If a masters repetition of practice What makes them great Then I'll be surely on my way Cause I won't let up I used rap game as a step up They still see me shining It's my crown that kept my head up Welcome to my wonderland Now let me show you round So you can understand or overstand My purpose and view This ain't no ordinary trip This Alice caters to you The type to give you cake Then we watch all our flowers bloom It's where the dreamer's dreams Where the skies are green Sitting underneath a tree You'll find your mind's eye speaks This is my sacred space Where my words convey a not so perfect place Returning to this plane and it all fades away