Si hombre manda me

Every door I'm closing, every chance I'm throwing, every path I'm breaking, makes me feel ashamed Feeling numb, so hellish dumb, sucks the energy right out of me, I'm left without anything Can I tell you the one I know, that ruins my life? I know, you'll know, everyone will know It's me, I am ruining my own life. It's me, I'm responsible for my suffering Nobody else's fault, I was under my own control, si hombre manda me There are no real instructions that show me, which action to take, step by step When to brush my teeth, when to go to sleep, personalized to my life Wish time was brain washed, so it wouldn't be my fault anymore If there's a puppeteer out there, control my actions, make them good Can I tell you the one I know, that ruins my life? I know, you know, everybody knows It's me, I am ruining my own life. It's me, I'm responsible for my suffering Nobody else's fault, I was under my own control, si hombre manda me Nobody else's fault, I was under my own control, si hombre manda me si hombre manda me