Fake Love Vs Real

Imma savage yea that's what they call me They say that I be on some other shit like it's all me Like they don't remember all the hurt that they caused me Like they wasn't giving fake love and now imma fraud please I remember all the times I put my shit to the side Help them figure out they problems Ain't give a f*ck about mine  Right or wrong didn't matter I swallowed my pride  I kept it pushing took the L's by myself I still cried Broke days tryna get up a check I couldn't get no hand outs Asking for help felt like disrespect  Not to them but for me like how the f*ck ya'll don't see  It's a disappointment and a let down to me But I expected them to care I guess way too much Fake love made me tough but it still fucked me up Had me feeling like the real in me just wasn't enough  Now I'm dishing out my pain like I just don't give a f*ck I turned my focus to these streets it was a blessing and a curse I'm on the hunt for acceptance only made the shit worse I regret all the times I neglected myself I said f*ck what I felt went hard for everyone else Like I forgot my self worth or what I want didn't matter I put y'all first in my life all my needs they came after  Now I'm chasing a dream and I gotta start from disaster Cause I'm broken as f*ck my faith in love is just shattered  Alone in my mind alone all the time Alone waiting for that last goodbye On some real shit now it's all about me  Cause I don't need no fake love and I'm my own team  I'm gonna move for myself Fulfill my own dreams Imma make it to the top cause imma strong queen Don't wanna hear I switched up  Like y'all don't know where it came from Oh you didn't play a part I know that's part of your fake love F*ck a friend y'all just fraud I guess it runs in y'all blood but I'm on another wave Think of myself when I show love it's better this way  Now I won't catch a case cause I can feel fake come off you When you stand in my face Rather keep from around you stay in my own space  The frauds don't know what to do when it's real in the place  Fake love vs real I held you down when I shouldn't  Fake love vs real I held it down when you wouldn't When you needed me I always held it down when you couldn't  I always kept it a bean wit you  Never lied when I could've  I put my trust in a bitch and she betrayed me I put my trust in my ex and he played me  Now to just trust anybody that just ain't me And now y'all looking at me like I'm crazy But truth be told y'all really started this shit Cause I was genuine first that's the part I don't get  Now y'all pointing ya'll fingers like i'm the one in the wrong When you never gave me real love you was a fraud all along Alone in my mind alone all the time Alone waiting for that last goodbye Alone in my mind alone all the time Alone waiting for that last goodbye