Wake Up (feat. The Saforos (Of Confessions Of A PK))

Life is full of struggles I've stumbled I've tumbled The kind of stuff that make a man shut up and stay humble Yet I've been thinking What's the point of my humility With all this grinding I'm feeling behind and looking stupid see I used to be the kind to sit and reflect On life on all its ways if mine will ever see success I gotta say I would always neglect How my fears have always stopped me I wonder Does it have an effect And will it lay me to rest It's hard to confess But now I know that I've been really scared of my success I mean look You can't blame a guy for feeling this shook Like twilight zone it eats me up it's a cook book I'm well done Maybe over cooked as I wipe the soot Well done Is all I wanna hear while I'm at the foot Of the heavenly father I'm hearing why bother From the crushing dreams of all of my endeavors I surrender Life moves fast I'm too slow Maybe fear is all I know I'll be great The words I say I don't believe I just need to wake up I just need to wake up I just need to wake up I just need to wake up I just need to wake up I just need to You can see it on my face as I contemplate How can she look more beautiful than the other day My wife walking down the aisle you can guess my state I'm a happy man DON'T BE STUPID Hold up, what you say I can hear the broken cries of a past grave Resurrecting in me oh no don't you misbehave I can't take it all the faking and the fronting acting Lord You know I'm boiling over 'cause you know that I've been Walking around with my head dragging down thinking about When I look up ain't nobody wanna even see me The loneliness I once clearly feared is what has now become a reality And the hellos really just formality Out of me comes depravity For the sake of my fantasies I'm not even a fan of me How he gon' be forgiving me It's killing me But are You feeling me 'Cause that would mean my own self would be the end of me You see I'm the one at fault I've been chasing selfish ambition man I'm supposed to answer the call A man defeated by his own addictions Is a man willing to see his family ended by not being driven I try to echo the methods of who I'm trusting in I found out they just a point I gotta start up in If you say that I'm a real leader Then why I'm am falling at the starting line I feel it all crushing in I'm toes deep I'm so weak been a cold week Feels like my harvest's in garden tools I'm feeling blue And memories of my past needs are bringing heat And Satan calling me all I hear is you dang fool But yet I answer Pulling me in with pleasure I'm too weak to confess it I'd rather not address it I'm stressing and he messing with me God I'm struggling please Help me rebuke my needs So I can find peace Your man is married now Can I bare it now Or am I just another boy playing a man now Your man is married now Can I bare it now Or am I just another boy playing a man now Life moves fast I'm too slow Maybe fear is all I know I'll be great The words I say I don't believe I just need to wake up I just need to wake up I just need to wake up I just need to wake up I just need to wake up I just need to