Nostalgia '17

Hello forehead it's me again You see my friend I need a hand to hold at the dance And I was wondering ... Ahh here I go stumbling We texting every night But when I see you I be fumbling... Like where, my balls? I know they dropped cause.... I haven't stopped dropping it since I meet you Instead I text you: "how your day went" You say the same shit You probably think I'm lame This is hard for me Ever since my father left my mom I move cautiously Over protective of my heart and every woman's God I hate the days when I was younger and I couldn't My uncle coming home late from doing dirt Seeing my aunties hurt And what's worse going to church Everytime I pray Refuse to say our father Why bother I'm nothing like him F*ck anybody who disagree with me I learned to be a gentleman from watching TV screens and movie stars I'm more Cary Grant than Clark Gable Brothers hating on me who Cain, but I'm Able so... I want you I love you I need you But I miss you I want you I love you I need you But I miss you When I meet her Junior year Astrology Stars aligned We both dancing at a party And I'm hardly even speaking Tryna keep up while she dancing Prancing inside my head Tasting your lips Your favorite color was cherry red I used to keep you company While you would baby sit your cousins Put they ass to bed We would laugh and joke Kept it on the low like we was passing notes Just passing time Paris on the other line I'm not tryna break her heart So I wrestle back and forth I should be making moves But I'm barely moving forward Now I got you hanging on Doing the same shit my daddy did Hate this shit So I leave her hanging Determined that I'm gonna make you mine Homecoming closing in Should I make a sign Should I write a rhyme I'm wasting time The anxiety eating my ass alive That's when Fadi showed me his phone Seen you had sent photos to pass the time I finally understand the phrase that love is blind. Don't you know that I (of every girl I know) Still dream about you (you're the baddest and it shows) You're everywhere I go (take you everywhere) I can't escape your face no, I (cause I miss you and it shows) I want you I love you I need you But I miss you I want you I love you I need you But I miss you