Stress surfing

My time to shine All this rhythm tracks All this horses Too many horses in my head Too much to be said Too much left unread I don't wanna end up, you know what I'm sayin Not at the wrong time It's just a little thought that I had on my mind Before we get too far behind Let me explain, I'm just playin' in the blind It's a shame because I've always been on my mind It's my name to be so inclined To be all the same It's just time to take a break from all this insanity I just had to do it because it's a plan of me To get by some kinda way Every day is a different challenge Every day is a different mood I try to keep it goin Because I like to stay and keep it in the groove But it's just so hard Cause I have to change it every time I start It feels certain way on a certain day And I'm down It's just so depressing It's so stressing It's so contesting It must be a blessing to do what I do And still be able to get through I just wanna say Phew, man, what a break I could've fell off the back but I just kept it on track I don't know how I get back to where I'm at But I guess that's the plan To be there, I'll be square That's the way we always started out And everybody I left out Everybody who's in doubt Left you a born survivor I've always been a striver I never wanted more to just exist But to persist on a better life In a better way Tryna make an improvement in every way Every other day Just to say I'm not just surviving, I'm striving That's my plan Always making a stand That's my plan Making a stand