Therapy Session (Kjlucid & Millynn.W)

I gave a hunnit You gave me fifty Said if I make it you coming' with me We had a plan until you switched it Now that I'm gone you say you miss me Prolly been better that you ain't with me Taking them drugs I feel like Whitney I thought the devil was out to get me When I was down you couldn't lift me When I would talk you never listened It don't cost shit to pay attention You were around I felt the distance Times we would fight you played the victim Knew you were wrong but then you flipped it Praying to God but I was sinning Prolly the reason he ain't listen Wearin' my cross I feel convicted I know the pain becomes addictive I'm not myself when iont feel it I know that life's about forgiveness Someone tell my dad that I forgive him Thinking out the box I feel restricted When I'm tryn keep it pushing feel resistance Think niggas tryna test me cause I'm christian Shit I really prolly bless you with the smith n Swear I go to war for my sisters But it's real when ya family make ya shit list Real when ya dawg switch positions Even when I have it all somethings missing When I speak from the heart they say I'm trippin' Nowadays it be hard to keep a friendship And I know that it's if it's consistent Sorry mom you was right I shoulda listened I gave a hunnit You gave me fifty Said if I make it you coming with me We had a plan until you switched it Now that I'm gone you say you miss me I used to talk you never listened It don't cost shit to pay attention Every other day you was bitchin' So many things I never mentioned I gave a hunnit You gave me fifty Guess it was better she had more titties I ain't gone lie I felt offended They used to bid cause I was skinny There was a time I felt defenseless Prolly the reason I get defensive I know depression is a sickness So many sessions I've attended I ain't have no pot to piss in prolly Prolly ima pop you for I pop a molly See my pops had the triple six inside 'em Prolly one of the reasons I ain't Godly Damn near cried when I wrote this And they thought I ain't have feelings or emotions Stayed to myself I wasn't open But it's time to get this weight up off my shoulders Call me OP I'm outta pocket I crash landed on this earth as a toddler Now I'm older takin' off on a rocket I feel so alienated cause I'm a monster You took your body and covered it in designer Live in a place you don't got it you'll be reminded Come from a planet where everyone is Obama Presidential Neighbors are the friendliest come ride in my residential I gave a hunnit You gave me fifty Said if I make it you coming with me We had a plan until you switched it Now that I'm gone you say you miss me Even when I have it all somethings missing And it's real when ya family make ya shit list Real when ya dog switch positions I know that its real if its consistent If you did me wrong I want my vengeance No my house not a home it's too much tension All the time that we spent I truly miss it Prolly endin' up the same tryn be different Then they put up all the blame up on the system Do not ask me what's wrong if you won't listen When I tell 'em how I feel they say I'm trippin' When I tell 'em how I feel they say I'm trippin' I kick like kakashi Viciously sick like itachi I'm lit off the liq like I'm rock lee My eyes red on the inside I'm dead Got me numb to the point that I feel like a zombie Thought these niggas was gang But they fake n they lame and remain like the names I'm not tryn be Ain't no room in my casket for none of you bastards You plastic, now eat on this concrete Fighting for inner peace call me Gandhi Back up bitch I need space give me five feet There go twelve buss a left its a side street Think I'm Willy Wonka you gone die sweet You lil silly fucker crack ya smile cheese All you niggas duckin' you gone die geese Cut you ear to ear and do it proudly Robert Downey Jr I remind me I gave a hunnit You gave me fifty Said if I make it you coming with me We had a plan until you switched it Now that I'm gone you say you miss me Even when I have it all somethings missing And it's real when ya family make ya shit list Real when ya dog switch positions I know that its real if its consistent If you did me wrong I want my vengeance No my house not a home it's too much tension