What If

What if I die today? Would you niqquhs still love me the same? Because I hide the pain... What if I die today? Would you niqquhs still love me the same What if I die today? Will you always remember my name What if I die today? Would you forgive me for living this way Cause if I die today I'm afraid our memories would just fade What if I die today? Would you niqquhs still love me the same? BeCause I hide the pain Constantly praying for better days What if I committed suicide? Would you forgive me for making you cry? Cause I can't stand the rain & I feel like y'all don't know my pain Am I supposed to cry Is it ok if I just break down Cause I've seen a lot I feel like Death is just down the block What if I die today? Would you niqquhs still love me the same What if I die today? Will you always remember my name What if I die today? Would you forgive me for living this way Cause if I die today I'm afraid our memories would just fade What if I die today? Momma would you forgive me What if I die today? Would you niqquhs still defend my name When they talk bad are y'all gone bang Im in need of love tired pain If I fall will y'all help me get up Because I'm more than a thug Getti' & Jblack being gone really fucked me up Cause I can't get death out my head Sometimes i really wish I was dead