That Was on Me

(Uh) (Uh) With all these big sights and these bright lights It gets kinda lonely Wish I had someone to come back home to at night Wish that I... I... I I just wanted you to hold me (Uh) Be my big homie I guess I wasn't enough for you (Uh) Well in this case Nigga I was too much for you Nigga I lov-Ed you But the trust in you was buried so far deep I couldn't touch it Got it up for you Thats due to my pretty face But the inside had started corroding I could not fill your happy place And that was on me Because you told me the all of the ways you had been broken But I couldn't see To me you weren't broken just a bit chipped From the one that one on your shoulder Only love you had was for marijuana Tried hard to be your Wilhelmina Wonka But you don't like chocolate Just all of them ones up in your pocket Damn, Was I not good enough to call you my man? Is your ego so mother fucking intact That we can't hold hands Was these bitches such an impact you can't put me up on your 'gram? Damn And that was on me Because you told me how you hurt And And I couldn't see That hurts just a word In my position I'm fittin' to calm every nerve But you ain't want me You confide in the hoes, ya mommy and ya little homies Though they ain't know me And That was on you Because I told you how I hurt But I was too much for you Nigga I trusted you They don't even know the whole you Just of the parts that you wanted them to And compared to them I'll always be at the bottom Of your totem And that was on me Because to you love comes and goes A life's better lived with The cash and the clothes The weed and the hoes And that was on me I couldn't give you that, I'm sorry F*ck it indite me I won't say sorry for wanting to be wifey Nigga f*ck it come fight me Somewhat aggressive and semi obsessive Can't help but to stress it I'm confused at all that we do One minute we cool The next you acting like a muhfuckin fool Babe hey What's the deal witchu Just keeping it real with you This right here It ain't nothing you used to I... I... fucked up one time and you act like I stole something from you Like I had a baby or something on you Like I had called the boys or something on you Like I... I... I... I... With all these big sights and bright lights It gets kinda lonely Wish I had someone to come back home to at night Wish that I... I... I... But I only wish it if he wants me I only wish it if he want me With all these big sights... And these bright lights It get kinda lonely at night... It get kinda lonely At night