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I remember those days When it use to be perfect The memories cant replace what is hurting You were always here, more than enough I am not faking, not sure I am certain don't know how I feel I will not hide it You left now I feel devastated...deserted I do not like it What how I work it It's all in my head I have high expectations If I can't keep up this time with her, I will not chase it I'm so confused I want to give up I never would've lied It's the truth Please forgive me, because I always forgave youuu Yeah I always forgave you Yeah I always saw you through I was always by your side when you left me alone too Then stop all the fake shit My mind can not take it I'm on these pills Medication My just be Heart racing She not gone wonder why You don't know nothing it It's looking like rolling loud I dont know how to take itt The days I couldn't write I gave up on my dreams They got enough music going around It ain't nothing to me I was so depressed, let me address it I told them music was just a sound I just wanted to leave I'm not guessing I'm not progressing I said marlon just hold it down What you mean? I cannot take it I'm not meant for this not at all It wasn't worth it It wasn't planned I just wanna treat family right But was tired of opinions I was leaving when I spent a night The night has to end The drugs I thought they would treat me right But that wasn't it No kidding I don't want to be here no more No plans for my future I'm just sitting on these songs they mad I ain't use em I just abused it You don't think I know you wrong It was all so confusing My people passing away so back to back Didn't have time for games cause I'm losing Yay yuh Yayyyyy Nananana I just wish that they could see me do it