Rain On My Block

Yeah...yeah Windy City cold, but not like her silence She left, now it's just echoes and sirens Used to ride down Lake Shore, hand on her thigh Now I'm ridin' solo, just me and the sky She said forever, now it's just goodbye Tryna hold it in but real Gs still cry We had dreams, had plans, talked kids and a crib Now she ghosted out my life like she never even lived Lookin' at the texts, all the "I love you's" fade Now they burn like the bullets that the block parade She gone, and I'm left in the rain Tryna numb this feelin', but it still bring pain Heart froze, in this Chi-town frame Shorty left me empty, and it'll never be the same She gone She gone She gone, yeah... and I can't move on I ain't never been soft, but she broke me down Even killers need love in this ruthless town Used to talk 'bout peace, now it's war in my chest A battlefield heart and no bulletproof vest I gave her my secrets, my soul, my truth Now I'm posted on the block with a hole and a booth Tryna rap out the demons, the pain, the loss But every bar I spit, man, it come with a cost She gone, and I'm left in the rain Tryna numb this feelin', but it still bring pain Heart froze, in this Chi-town frame Shorty left me empty, and it'll never be the same She gone She gone She gone, yeah... and I can't move on I see her name tagged on the viaduct wall Spray paint faded, just like it all Her perfume still haunts my winter coat Every step I take feels like a sinking boat Tried prayer, tried Henny, tried writing these rhymes But the hurt don't clock out - it works overtime She was my calm in a city of sirens Now it's just noise and cold, no silence She gone, and I'm left in the rain Tryna numb this feelin', but it still bring pain Heart froze, in this Chi-town frame Shorty left me empty, and it'll never be the same She gone She gone She gone, yeah... and I can't move on I see her shadow in the streets we crossed Every memory another line I lost Tried to save her, but I lost myself Now I'm drowning in pain, no cry for help Chicago wind still blowin' through my veins But her voice the only thing stuck in my brain She gone And I'm still here.