Prisoner

It's just another day Picture on a wall still fading to gray Isolate and pray To feel so fucking safe repeating same old cliché Searching a pill in need to forget I'm draining my body with every regret Just to get a drug to keep myself function To run away from every mental disruption From responsibilities Created by the ones who try to keep me by the chains Never in control, just like before Give me another dose of poison in my veins Where is the answer to my prayer? I'm still on the road that leads nowhere Taking leap of faith to find despair Getting forgiveness - not for me Bury these ashes, let it be I'm a prisoner of my own fear Lost in silence long ago Feeling heat in hell below Let the seed of anger grow The only thing I'll ever know So drag me down into flames Is there my only comfort? To stay crying for help And simulating effort Leaving nightmares behind Stop being so blind Erase self-pity that took over my mind Where is the answer to my prayer? I'm still on the road that leads nowhere Taking leap of faith to find despair Getting forgiveness - not for me Bury these ashes let it be I'm a prisoner of my own fear Feeling heat in hell below Let the seed of anger grow The only thing I'll ever know I'm a prisoner Forgotten from deep inside broken Who worshiped the pride that got rotten Never in control, just like before Give me another dose of poison in my veins Where is the answer to my prayer? I'm still on the road that leads nowhere Taking leap of faith to find despair Getting forgiveness - not for me Bury these ashes let it be I'm a prisoner of my own fear