Different Feelin

It's a full-time job, it's a full-time, it's a full-time job to stay alive, it's a full-time job to not die, it's a full-time job to stay alive, it's a full-time job to not die It's a full-time job to stay alive these days, niggas out here dyin' young and most don't think they gon' age It's a war zone in my city and everybody got a day, that's why everyday I pray and keep my knee no homemade It hurt me when my momma broke down and prayed for me, she said she want God to find a way for me But God took the ones I held close away from me, and that shit hurt the most, we don't know what to say to him I can be another casualty, to leave our victims to the streets, I got lots to do and a lot of people dependin' on me Ain't nobody gon' do it if I get killed, then it's beef, it look like it's up to me, this shit up, it won't decrease Ain't havin' name on your conscience, that's a whole different feeling, it's like you used to be the provider, if you still out here drillin And I think that's my problem, cause they killers, I wanna kill them, but I also want diamonds, shit, I also want millions Baby selfish, let me have my momma, I ain't worried, I was just 4th deep in this stuff, and they was dorks, they even shared their commissary Now I know them niggas from the can of paint, but while I was in there, they was makin' sure that I was straight It was my first time in a different place, honestly, I'm mad at myself for even catchin' that case If it was up to me, I woulda took him on the chase, I'd rather do that and see disappointment on my momma face, but she fell for straight Only got a few people backin' me, when they not around, just know my strat with me, while they around, they gon' blast for me Try to text their rapper, they gon' clap on me, try to text their rapper, they gon' clap on me, uh Cause they know that I'm a ticket, the truth protects me in the trenches, they held it down while I was sittin', niggas keep forgettin We the reason that his homie died, that he no longer with him, but soon enough, he gon' be with him, soon enough, he gon' be with him And that's a promise, not a threat, nigga, you keep droppin' all these songs where you at, nigga We tryna get them niggas gone and hit a hat, niggas, they think I ain't in them cars, cause I'm a rap nigga That's the difference between me and all these rap niggas, I like to clap, niggas, and go on whack, niggas If I do a drill in one of my songs, then I might act, nigga, I even act like this alone, that's how I act, nigga Some days I wanna be left alone, but they say I act different, I can't die down the street from my home just like that last nigga I know that I've been doin' wrong, but I'm livin' fast, nigga, I know they gon' call my phone when the bag different But that don't mean you can't have a loan just cause you asked, nigga, uh, uh That don't mean you can't have a loan just cause you asked, nigga, yeah, uh I had to do shit on my own, I couldn't ask, nigga, I wanna buy my mama a home so she can brag, nigga I got a bag, but I gotta get my bag bigger I had to do shit on my own, I couldn't ask, nigga, I wanna buy my mama a home so I can brag, nigga I got a bag, but I gotta get my bag bigger