Hanging from My Own Thoughts

Is it me? or is it Is it you? or am I Inside my mind, when I can't stop the heart from crying? Time passing, am I losing time? Or am I gaining life? Double edged sword, and I need to bring a knife to fight with I know that you don't like this But I'm just being honest And if my feelings make you feel to much I wont invite you To always be around me They gonna try to hurt me Make it my fault, the loyal dog will always try to bite me “What did he do?” “what did he say again?” “He's a horrible friend” “He's never real, he only play pretend” Who's gonna talk to me ‘bout how they feel? Or it's better to run a rumor, while these niggas out here loading steel? Showtime. Turning on the spotlight Evil eyes are on me Something doesn't feel right Y'all have me talking to God when I choose to step outside For everything I do right, here comes another lie But if I am evil Promise I will admit it Why would I feel ashamed? If that's my truest image Why would I give a f*ck? If it's just Judas spitting Learning from the snakes, and how it throws its venom The blood covers my hands, for my survival Every weapon form against me, it shall never prosper Choke on your blood, as the beheaded viper Everyone pays the piper So I think I'll pull an all nighter Life of an outsider.