Moment

At the end of the day, bruh, I'm gon' say what i want For real, ain't no other way around it, bruh Live in the moment Welcome the mind of a poet Where heaven, meets hell, hell, meets heaven A consistent struggle, a constant baggage that I keep in duffels All that baggage affecting my hustle, mind racing Losing sleep, 'cause when awake I'm steady dream chasing Steady pacing, no rush, but back and forth I'm pacing Not a chance to run away from shit, i got to face it Who's really sure of the future? 'cause the old me wasn't I used to listen to critics, now you can't tell me nothing If you're not helping, you hating If you're the serpent, you shady And if you're for me, don't hurt me Or line me up, tryna kill me There's not a trust in man Not a belief in kindness When your given bloody hands After the envy binds us This is the truth that binds us Honestly reminds us Of a vibe that guides us, better days, I know they're on their way I'm not forsaken I'm just a black sheep who's an artist running from enslavement, the darkest entertainment And vanity almost married me If i decided to leave, I'd lose half of my life to greed The devil wore a wedding dress, when i was losing everything, inside of my mind Back when i believed in everything, including the lies Back when i was desperate for peace, when it came with the ties I didn't realize what's mine I almost gave them my life, even though i know they won't cry 'cause It's a grown man's choice, and they shouldn't want to know why I'll tell you anyways now, 'cause I was sick in the head And I'm not all the way better, I'm doing better, instead That is the better side of it, 'cause I'm alive, I'm not dead, at the moment Grateful for every given breath, because life is a moment And my time is borrowed, but it's 'bout time that i own it I know the man in the mirror's my strongest opponent At every battle, I'll arrive, with this faith that I'm holding Standing on every word, I put it on me, I ain't folding. You know? Give it time, give it time, man 'cause I'ma patient with mines, like I have to, It's long game, play chess, and wait 'cause I'ma get mine I promise, I'ma get mine I know, i'ma get mine.