Venus, thanx

Venus, thank you (Thanks! Thanks!) That you shine bright in the night I wish I knew (I wish I knew) Why my heart can't see the light I hate returning At dawn when sky is turning blue I think I am learning (I think I am learning) The things I wish I always knew But still it hurts to realize That my acceptance can't suffice To help me forget and forgive To let me cry and live and grieve Over the loss The pain I've buried deep inside The loss I ignored for awhile It's been awhile It's been so long (It's been so long) And I try and I try and I try again And I try and I try so hard And I try and I try and I try again And I try and I try so hard Venus in the sky It's not the first time I see you But I forgot my life So I can't recall this feeling I am lost in my neighborhood No familiar faces I'd keep chasing if I could Never reach the absolute But I chewed to the quick I guess I am sick Thought I needed a good kick Or a good night's sleep But it's more than that It seems like it's really more than that I would never wish you that I don't want you to be sad no more And still it hurts to realize That my acceptance can't suffice To help me forget and forgive To let me cry, and live and grieve