Mean Spirited

Oh the lid it holds me down As the soil fills my lungs No air left my final chord will not strum As if hung or drowned My final words ring silent as no one knows I'm buried underground The silence is killing me That and the lack of oxygen As i gradually lose clarity On the situation ahead Go grab your shovel And leave me for dead And maybe I'll haunt you I know it's mean spirited But your action's unforgivable The hunger settles in the need for warmth's apparent Did i lock the door or say bye to my parents? The anxiety it's in, it's in my head And without you here i'd rather be dead The silence is fucking killing me That and the lack of oxygen As i gradually lose clarity On the situation ahead Go grab your shovel And leave me for dead And maybe I'll haunt you I know it's mean spirited But your action's unforgivable You left me to rot I'm spiralling down As it flings me around Like a gunshot Right through the heart It's killing me Going back to my old ways If it's still on the cards Am I just deaf Or won't you Make a sound Your silence is fucking killing me My contingencies are failing Sitting here complaining Motor shutting down It might be mean spirited Without you here I don't care anymore Cause i don't see a single flaw in anything i do And i just want to sit here and talk to you The silence is fucking killing me That and the lack of oxygen As i gradually lose clarity On the situation ahead Go grab your shovel And leave me for dead And maybe I'll haunt you I know it's mean spirited But your action's unforgivable Your action's unforgivable