Out of My Control

Out of my control always something I can’t let go Oh it’s out of my control Paint a picture perfect version of the life I’d like to own But the truth is that it’s out of my control I’m wishing I was on vacation 80s Madonna in heavy rotation Sun is setting and the ocean’s waving Out of my control Take a look around Did I conquer every doubt Did it pan out the way I dreamed Did I make or break a habit Did I even change a thing Am I becoming automatic
 My heart’s forgotten how to beat I’m wishing I was on vacation 80s Madonna in heavy rotation Sun is setting and the ocean’s waving Fill up my head with expectations Fantasy of my imagination But my reality is always waiting Out of my control If I want it I make em believe I’m hot like 100 degrees Some things ain’t in my control But promise you I got some tricks up my sleeve I know some fish who can swim with the sharks I’m not just living I’m making a mark I learn from a lesson my diamonds fluorescent You gotta go through it to learn who you are I wake up everyday with a clear vision and a steady mind Picture anything that I want is really already mind So really it’s all about attitude Go home or get it I had to choose This just the beginning see life gave me lemons Took a chance nothing I had to lose I’m wishing I was on vacation 80s Madonna in heavy rotation Sun is setting and the ocean’s waving Fill up my head with expectations Fantasy of my imagination But my reality is always waiting Out of my control I wake up everyday with a clear heart and a steady mind I wake up everyday with a clear heart and a steady mind Feel like everything that I want is really already mine Always something I can’t let go Always something I can’t let go