bad as hell

Ooo, yeah Mhmm When I get anxiety I tend to forget how I can breathe My heads a scary place full of all this dark shit that I can't erase, I Finally learned my lesson Aint helping no one sitting around stressing Gotta know what it's like to feel- look in the mirror to make myself feel real I Know there's a lot of things that I can't change Don't mean that I'm never sick of the pain At thirteen, wanted to go to heaven Became an adult when I was seven Forced to see things I didn't understand, but now I understand it made me who I am That girl she packed up and walked out the door You wouldn't even recognize her no more She's bad as hell and she's rough to the core To bad you really can't hurt her no more All these bad memories I'm missing Writing this song got me reminising Me and you, standing in the kitchen when you said my body needed to look different Thighs too big and my arms too long So I started trying to make my waist small Trying to please someone who didn't care at all Now your probably sitting there wishing that I'd call To give you a chance to apologize For all the nights I couldn't dry my eyes All the nights I had to hear your screams I never knew one man could be so mean I remember how it felt sitting in my room With the few calories you'd let me consume And the thinner I'd get the more I felt better, hiding my bones with a baggy sweater That girl she packed up and walked out the door You wouldn't even recognize her no more She's bad as hell and she's rough to the core To bad you really can't hurt her no more All these years I hope your still thinking Your a piece of shit let that one sink in Thought that you could make me reach my brink and Six years later I'm still singing Remember when you said I wouldn't make it far Now my songs are playing in your family's car Hoping times teaching you a lesson Cause you got some qualities you should be stressing That girl she packed up and walked out the door You wouldn't even recognize her no more She's bad as hell and she's rough to the core To bad you really can't hurt her no more Hope you know that I'm getting stronger My waist still small but my legs are longer Now you're forced to sit and ponder about the little girl that you always bothered Did it make you feel so big and strong To make everyone else feel one foot tall Never in my life did I feel so small Then when a grown-ass man tried to control it all Oh no, I'm stronger now I'm stronger now I'm stronger now