i sent you a postcard

You said that you would never let me leave You'd keep me up, you'd keep me on my feet Mhmm You said that you would never let me down Look at us again this time around Mhmm I don't know why you always say the things that you don't mean You know you're killing, you know you're hurting me You said you'd keep your eyes open But the past year they've seemed close Want to know what secrets hide within your clothes That lay on your bedroom floor and I know that they aren't mine The secrets that hide behind your red broken eyes and then I cry Because I know that you're not mine Why can't you see Why can't you see That you are only hurting me You said you'd keep your mind open That no one had your heart And that was six months ago before you started tearing me apart What happened to our story What happened to our wedding day When you'd get down on your knee and promise me that you would carry me away What happened to every word that you have spoken Has it all just been a lie Why am I still even trying Why can't you see Why can't you see That you are only hurting me And don't you know Don't you know That I can't grow Oh, I can't grow What happened to us What happened to you Why can't you see Can't you see what is happening to me I just want to say it all out loud Raise yourself up while I'm tumbling down Why can't you see Why can't you see That you are only hurting me And don't you know Don't you know That I can't grow Oh, I can't grow