manic

Capture me like a firefly I'm a devil on the loose with a sweeter side And I think that I should probably get some help The voices in my head they wanna drown me When the rain comes down I feel safer But the voices still try to change her I get so sad I start to panic Through my veins my thoughts go manic Punish me for the way I am But no when ever stops to look over at the man Who took the child and threw her on the overpass Made friends with the pavement like it would be my last, last My last When I'm alone it seems i'm in danger Is anyone attempting to save her Got an idea she's already planned it Why can't everybody know what it's like Manic Strip me down don't you know that i am rotted to the core You can love me till I bleed but I will probably ask for more Every time I see you, all I hear is violins Some say that I'm tough to love, but as a kid I never got no hugs And that makes it real hard to let things go But I try to take the things that I've seen and make sense of reality If I could just go back for today I would tell myself I'd be okay That my body would change into something I like and not every conversation ends with A fight You don't know what i'd do to have just a moment with you Moment Suffocate me with your body so I can fall asleep Rub my thighs as my mind finally begins to comfort me Is this heaven Or am I living in a dream Manic Manic