Everywhere I'm Not

If I was empty, what would that feel like? Would the words still show up on the page? If I was broken, what would I look for? Could I try to trace what's beautiful? Spring on the east coast, flowers in the sky When I breathed, it was the first time Oh I just worry, even when it's fine And I wish I was a better liar Did I miss it? Everybody's Everywhere I'm not Empty basements, I still hide in Everywhere I'm not Nothing's more lonely than explaining yourself Didn't notice I was yelling Quiet explosions humming in my mind And I pictured things so different Sadness so ancient, it's buried in the ground I refuse to excavate it Someday I'll wake up knowing where I am And I won't wanna leave it Did I miss it? Everybody's Everywhere I'm not Empty basements, I still hide in Everywhere I'm not Did I miss it? Everybody's Everywhere I'm not Empty basements, I still hide in Everywhere I'm not I never know it until it's too late It's so tragic what a waste I never know it until it's too late It's so tragic what a waste It's such a waste I'll never go back, there's no point in trying Watch the walls and ceilings cave in And he still haunts me, prays I turn around And a flashback's now a vision