This Just Won't Do

Oh how they drain me, all of them And I realize now, I want none of them Fabricate the way I feel, I'm invested But I take a step back and I'm not even interested Oh how it pains me to no end Putting value in their fleeting opinions I still haven't kicked the habit of sleeping in 'Cause I stay up so late wondering when my life will begin Tie my heart to a string, so it swings This just won't do Losing myself in you I missed a whole month Splitting my mind in two Tape my clothes right to my skin, it's comfortable And this drink in my hand is one I paid for I am not afraid of being alone tonight Tucked away between pages is the one place I feel alright Taking hits from all directions, so is life Saw my dog this morning for the last time If it rains another day, I'm headed home And as soon as I mean it, there's an army of rainbows Let myself cry, I can't, I won't This just won't do Painting the skies blue Thoughts are redundant Give me something new Hang my soul out to dry, as I finally cry