Freak!

Let's make it easier Let's make it feel like breaking Acting like a teenager When you were twenty-one last weekend Oh I'm not gonna deal with ya Pissing around, just give me solid ground I wanna make you feel peculiar I wanna make you feel like this was never real You're the freak I never wanted to be I never wanted you anyway A source of grief A splinter in my teeth Nothing you do can make me stay I grew up a worrier Constant shaking, constant aching Wore a hole in my bedroom floor Never waning, constant pacing You said I'm not good enough 'You're a freak Why can't you let it be' Better love ain't always tough Your pointed words they tore a hole in me You're the freak I never wanted to be I never wanted you anyway A source of grief A splinter in my teeth Nothing you do can make me stay So what if I'm not gentle with myself? At least I can be gentle with someone else With someone else Let's make it easier Let's make it feel like breaking Since I was a teenager I feel like that freak is fading You're the freak I never wanted to be I never wanted you anyway A source of grief A splinter in my teeth Nothing you do can make me stay