Flies

Froze in anger I lost my anchor To a grief I've never known Head down for too long Been in denial But I've got to come to terms That they've been dropping like flies Absences call me to life Idle's been my mind Suddenly I realise Got to get myself together Stop wasting my time 'Cause I don't have forever Wasting all my time My demons say no My head it screams go Complacent grave you're not my home No time for what ifs It's time to take risks And if I fail I'mma make it worth it 'Cause there's life in these bones And I'm gonna run til I'm cold All aware that my days Are dropping like flies Absences call me to life Idle's been my mind Suddenly I realise Dropping like flies Absences open my eyes Idle's been my mind Yeah I should start to live my life As if I make a difference As if I really care So fickle this existence Got to get myself together can't get myself together and stop wasting my time 'Cause I don't have forever Wasting all my time Wasting all my time.