to be alive

There's a quiet at night And it's messing with time Til I'm something else And I'm watching the sky So constant and wise Oh I hold myself I wanna stay up late I'm young again I'm gonna keep the light on, I'm gonna lose my mind Talk to my old imaginary friend 'Bout what it's like to be alive There are thoughts in our heads Lying with us in bed And we wonder why We see stars when they're gone Or we lose what we love, hold on Oh we try I wanna stay up late I'm young again I'm gonna keep the light on, I'm gonna lose my mind Talk to my old imaginary friend 'Bout what it's like to be alive My room is a rocket (I am floating) Falling to mars (In a cup of) My hands in my pockets (Water by my bed) Are spilling the stars My walls fall away (I am under-) And turn into red (-neath the covers) Flying in my head I wanna stay up late I'm young again I'm gonna keep the light on, I'm gonna lose my mind Talk to my old imaginary friend 'Bout what it's like to be alive