To the boys I'll never love (feat. Camilo Carrasco)

Hey, boy, don’t look me in the eyes Don’t let me feel, don’t let me make you cry No good for you to fall for me My heart is sharp, it’ll only make you bleed If only I could change the way I am I’d never let myself feel again Keep hurting people, never wanting to When you look at me I wish I could be just see-through Don’t get so close, I will never let you in The door is closed, I’m not the prize that you can win And every time I hurt someone I die inside My icy heart breaks down behind a smile Don’t trust the way I look at you You’ll face the darkness, see me turning blue It’s not my nature to be cold But if I’m not, I only hurt you more If only I could change what I have done I’d choose to hurt myself instead of you Don’t let my demons fool you easily It’s hard to believe what hurts everyone is the best of me Don’t get so close, I will never let you in The door is closed, I’m not the prize that you can win And every time I hurt someone I die inside My icy heart breaks down behind a smile And every time I hurt someone I die inside My icy heart breaks down behind a smile