Spectator

Its all in my head that I'm not prepared To brake through this wall thats cracked like ice All I see is others leading with ease Is there something wrong with me? I'm stuck at home while you all go on Wishing I wasn't the way I am And I know, truth be told, I could be where you are I'm sat on the sidelines When I could be scoring the gaols I'm stood here with a stopwatch in my hand I could be running the race, winning the race I feel like I'm drowning but I haven't jumped in yet I feel like I'm tumbling down but I haven't left the ground I had a taste of running at that pace I wish I had done it before I was wasting my time being scared, too shy Should've taken the leap earlier Im sat on the sidelines, watching the match I could be scoring the gaols I'm stood here with a stopwatch in my hand I could be running the race I feel like I'm drowning but I haven't jumped in yet I feel like I'm tumbling down but I haven't left the ground I used to be caged before I engaged With what I used to question, question I used to be caged before I engaged With what I used to question, question I feel like I'm drowning but I haven't jumped in yet I feel like I'm tumbling down but I haven't left the ground I feel like I'm tumbling down I hadn't left the ground